Thursday, December 3, 2009

There's Always Something

In my 27 years of existence I've finally learned something, there's always something. You see, I'm an eternal optimist and this was a little hard for me to grasp.

There are so many things I want to do, so many places to go, so much life to experience. When I was young I always wanted to make sure I had an exciting life, I didn't want a boring life like my parents. I think that's partly why I want to move to Colorado. Living in Houston like everyone else in my family is boring, I want to experience something different. It makes me sad when I think that my parents probably thought the same thing when they were younger, that a lot of people think that they want their lives to be exciting. Unfortunately, in a lot of cases life happens and the excitement never comes because there's always something. Things happen, we have responsibilities and our dreams and aspirations get put on the back burner.

I'm terrified that something will keep us from moving because life always seems to get in the way. We keep making plans and our plans keep getting thwarted by life. Life is a bitch...but I'm going to keep trying.

2 comments:

ItsKelly said...

Keep trying! If there's something you really want, find a way to make it happen. I'm not good about planning for the future. I kinda just let things happen, rather than make things happen. I hope I don't regret that someday!

Huckdoll said...

i read this earlier and i believe it ...

... everything you want to happen, will happen, if you decide you want it enough. that every time you think a sad thought, you can think a happy one instead. that you control that completely.

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