Saturday, February 21, 2009

Stating the Obvious.

I know I have been bitching a lot, I know that you guys are probably completely sick of hearing me tell you how much I hate Oklahoma. I don't know why this is affecting me so much, I normally am a "glass half full" kind of person. I try to make lemonade out of rotten lemons but for some reason I just can't stop the pity party here.

Nobody wants to hear me whine all the time, hell, I don't even want to hear me whine. So why can't I stop?

I want to stop bitching and start doing something but I just feel so hopeless. So far I can only muster a few days at a time of not hating my life.

I want to be happy again but I just don't know how to get there.

I'm sorry that I complain so much, I'm going to try to make myself stop. I'm a firm believer in positive thinking and wallowing in your own misery only brings about more misery. So, I have to stop now before I make this any worse for myself.

6 comments:

Dave said...

Hang tough Allie. Try to figure out how to have a new attitude of gratitude for stuff you have in your life.

Malskey said...

You are already doing it! But don't beat yourself up when you have a bad day... Just take the good and the bad and try and stay as positive as possible... You will find your happy place again!! xxox

Tara R. said...

It could just be the cold, and seasonal blues. I've been in a funk for months. Now that it looks like Spring has finally made an appearance here, I'm feeling better.

You rant as much as you need to. That's what we're here for.

I am Trish Marie said...

Having a positive attitude is, of course, always a good thing. But, you know, you are entitled to bitch now and then.

J said...

Oh I'm used to it. That's all we do is bitch when we talk. It's what I'm here for.

Jennifer said...

let it out... that is how we cope... we vent, bitch and complain... it works for us...

i don't mind hearing/reading it... it sucks for you... you should be able to at least BITCH about it...
really.

and I think part of not letting it go is b/c it is an EVERY day thing... it is your life... where you life.. where your kids are... where you husband is... were your friends and family aren't... that sucks!

bitch/vent/complain away... i'm here!! :)

xoxoxo