T minus 37 pounds.

In a few minutes I'm going to try to hurt myself. No, not like that.

I got the idea from my beloved J, she hurt herself last week and I got to listen to her complain about it and it made me think, 'I want to hurt too.'

So, yesterday I went out in search of a workout video. I have Sophia with me during the day so I can't exactly go workout at the gym so I needed a way to workout from my living room, a workout video is just the thing.

I really wanted to find something like the Body Pump class I used to take at Gold's Gym but the selection here sucks so I ended up with some Shape (as in the magazine) video about having a bikini body all year long.

Hahahahahaha!

The only way I'm going to have a bikini body is with the help of some very skilled surgeons and a minimum of $50,000. But I'm going to try to make this video part of my Monday through Friday routine, I'm really trying to get to my first goal before I move to Houston.

I have 37 pounds to go and then I will consider my surgery a success, anything after that is just icing on the cake... a cake that I will not eat.